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date: Thursday, April 30, 2009
time: 12:01 AM

Yooooo! How's life?
Fantastic. I am starting to enjoy schoolala. Today, met several new people, from other courses haha, but I don't know what's with me today man. I kept saying things that make people respond with, walao that's damn lame can, shitzz. Right, now I have two presentations to prepare, man. I don't think I can ever speak fluently in front of a entire class, with the Queky teacher staring at me. I think I will just go uh...uhh... and stutter my way through. Screw my English language. I feel really lousy in my class, damn it. Lectures are damn crappy, tutorials are worse. I am still interrupting classes with sorry I'm late while everyone stare. Yes, I AM LATE EVERYDAY, fgs. Tomorrow will be a great adventure I swear, I will try a new route to school, heee.
Don't worry my dears, I miss my secondary school life and all of you. :D


date: Sunday, April 26, 2009
time: 9:33 PM

DAMN IT, I NEED INSPIRATION RIGHT NOW,
THIS MOMENT, THIS MINUTE, THIS SECOND. COME TO ME!!!!
I DON'T FEEL MOTIVATED, NOT A BIT, KNS.
:(


date: Saturday, April 25, 2009
time: 10:24 AM

Bonjour! School's getting fun lately. Or maybe it's just the friday module. Friday's good. Met another class of people, quite fun that kind. But then, none of them are in the same course as me. I'm the only TRM kid there, wth. So I only get to see everybody on Fridays la. Which also means that the rest of my days are zZzzzZzZZzZzZzZzz cause the other modules just suck man. T,ILIS. One week down, I still haven't met my classmates haha. I am working tonight, hopefully I don't screw again, get my pay and be a happy kid.
I miss everybody la, I feel very weird not being myself in school man. Shit, I can't think of anything to write for my report. I am damn ass tired. Au revoir.


date: Friday, April 24, 2009
time: 7:57 PM

i think i'm in love...

with kinder bueno white.

i will get another one tomorrow,

before work,



date:
time: 11:11 AM

I love Fridays. It marks the end of the week, it's a PE day, I can jump all I want, it's the best damn thing, hee. Hopefully I see familiar faces there la. Whenever I get hyper around the new people I meet, they give me that stare, it's so annoying.


date: Wednesday, April 22, 2009
time: 3:21 PM

I am fine already, I guess. I need to get over it soon. I can't live like this forever.

1) School's getting better, got to know a few people from my course, but then those I know are from another class la. I haven't met any classmates other than Suhayl Muhamad Salpai who goes to the same lectures, tutorials and workshops with me everyday, other than fridays. I see him so often I think he will get sick of me soon haha.

2) School's weird, I don't know whether to wear shorts or jeans to attend class. One moment you are freezing in lecture theatre and next you are melting under the sun while traveling around. The school's damn big, I still get lost in there.

3) Today's lecture was damn boring, I see everyone in front of me using msn. Oh I have a Mdm Quek-lookalike bcomm lecturer that talks like LWL. Now I know lecturers have a class list with students' photos on it, damn it. She was passing around the list. And I think now the whole class knows my email cause of this woman, okay I need ten volunteers, I am going to pick a name... fiona... how many f's do you have?! ten!!!! And everyone started laughing wth.

4) Received phone bill last night and woohoo, I got my scolding, and am officially broke cause of it. Boo. Can't wait for Saturday with Liying. $_$ Then I can go find Eunice and Jiamin again.

5) Tomorrow's a long day to go, 9am-4pm, too cute for me. I think I will be online till lappy dies. Okay I am still late for lectures haha. My attendance must be horrible. Two more rounds of hunting for LT sessions tomorrow haha!


date: Tuesday, April 21, 2009
time: 8:00 PM

Lifeless,

when you're gone.

Everyday I have people telling me I look very tired.


date: Monday, April 20, 2009
time: 11:11 PM

Yay, Fiona was late on her first day of school 'cause she didn't go for any orientation camps where they take campers on school tours, and so she couldn't find her lecture theatre thus being late. Okay, lecture was super boring. So boring that I started observing everyone in there. I could see everyone sitting in front of me, signing in msn, talking happily, girl beside me copying notes like crazy, atiqah waving at the opposite side of the room, many people with the same laptops, suhayl struggling to catch up, people staring down at me when I tried to look back, and I caught myself on msn, smiling like crazy. Grrr. Lecture again tomorrow, hope I suvive. I haven't met any classmates yet, but people from other courses haha.
Oh, and I got myself a cca today, baracuda batucada!


date:
time: 12:45 AM

My last three days of holidays were good, cause everyday is an icecream day! :D

The afternoon, was horribly torpid, hot, tired and sweaty. I swear I almost melted under the sun. So bad, I wonder why people want to get tanned so much. My ex-tan is fading and I'm loving it. I want to buy an umbrella ella lala haha.

I love Bugis iluma, it's like... really cool. I am going to save up for my dear jumper there. And I should be going to Tampines One soon, hopefully I can find bus bus bus there. Heee. Fifty bucks every month! And then, hopefully, work every saturday! Yayz.

A few hours to meeting new people, having lectures, being hardworking, not sleeping in lessons... I don't really know what to expect. Should I be excited? I don't know and I don't look forward to it. Shizz.


date: Sunday, April 19, 2009
time: 10:46 AM

I was watching The Sixth Sense last night, and this morning I dreamt that I can see ghosts woohoo! The ghost was burning up all my worksheets and eating up my cookies haha.


date:
time: 2:12 AM

it's two o' clock in the morning. and an alarm clock boomed. it rang for ten seconds and I started cursing the person who refused to switch it off. then I saw my brother getting up from his chair, walking to my room. argh.. shit. I went in and seeing my sister drooling happily in bed while her alarm clock rang. what the hell was she thinking?! setting off an alarm to get herself out of a nightmare? talk about sleep, I feel like sleeping now. the hunger, it's killing me, very slowly, as torturous as it could be. damn it. I need sleep to kill hunger, pardon me.


date:
time: 12:36 AM

Okay this is kind of stupid but I am really excited to work on next saturday!!!!!!! I guess I am just too desperate for money. I have been spending like crazy and my next pay that comes in is going to jm. I want to work on every other saturdays, heee. I need to.
The Sixth Sense is a good show, woo.


date: Thursday, April 16, 2009
time: 10:50 AM

Just not my day. I broke my record of not breaking glasses during work today. Just the cocktail itself, I screwed up twice. TWICE! In five short minutes! Can you understand how I felt. Though it's the guests that hit the glasses in the try I was holding, but I was so stunned I totally forgot about apologizing. It's like I haven't really recover from the first accident, I got into another one. Then during dinner, twice I almost fell while holding to a tray of ten filled glasses. Imagine if I really fell, then that means I screwed up four times in just one day, wow. What's wrong with me today! I think I need a better screwdriver so I won't screw up so bad next time. Shit man.
I miss Liying and Serene working with me. Anyway, I like RTC people, nice. (:

I am going to look forward to Saturday.



craving for icing biscuit! <3


date: Tuesday, April 14, 2009
time: 11:59 PM

I did it yesterday, and I am really fine now. Thanks to all who care. Kisses.
And I am sorry that I upset you too.


date: Monday, April 13, 2009
time: 10:25 AM

I am going to cry some time this week. I don't know why, but my ribcage says it's really stuffy there. It has been a year since I last cried. I am having a bad headache... I think I am just gonna curl up and die. Save me.


They updated my passbook, realized that I spent more than a hundred bucks the past ten days, and I am receiving my scoldings now. I can't stand it when they try to control my spending when I can do it on my own. I just spent it on things I need what, like most of the money I spent is on food, I must save myself from dying of hunger yes? Aye, I think five days later, I will get scolded again 'cause we are going to receive a mail from Singtel, yayz.

Enter password here.

Okay jOjOx is now offline, and nobody has time to entertain my calls, I have nobody to talk to. I might well just die. ):


date: Sunday, April 12, 2009
time: 9:40 PM

How I wish I can be a 1.6m girl. Okay that's random. I don't know how, my lappie got into a trouble last night and I can't log on, and now that everything's fine, all my document are gone. Shizz. Tomorrow will be a busy day, I think. Working on Wednesday evening, alone again. Hopefully it will turn out fun.

大概有两年没应用华文了,现在要帮小妹做报章报道有点困难,):


date: Friday, April 10, 2009
time: 1:27 AM

I think I am going to miss working there. I think, because the feeling is still unstable, wait till I realize I am not working there anymore in the morning. Tomorrow still feels like a working day to me. Gaaa. Saturday, I look forward. (:


date: Thursday, April 09, 2009
time: 1:27 AM

I have not blogged for days not that I didn't feel like it. But the thought of switching on the comp is... I have nothing to do with it. It's so different from JC kids. They long to switch on their comp to check their mail, play their games and all. And I am sick of this whole thing. I have nothing to do at home nowadays it's driving me crazy.

Last day of work tomorrow, look forward to it, but I will miss every part of it. Forget about the scratches, the bruises, I love the experience of it, good company and all. Wonder how the day would go. Oh I skipped the whole BA camp, because I don't feel like going and decided to schedule my work timetable on the days, so campers, have fun haha. I don't want school to start, I know I have said this a million a zillion of times, but I rather be stuck in a sucky job with low pay but good company. Oh right, I should sleep now. I should have since two hours ago, let's just not die tomorrow.

A good day, a bad day, it doesn't matter anymore. I will love my life no matter what's going to happen next. I will miss the yesterdays but life continues on.


date: Thursday, April 02, 2009
time: 11:11 PM

I love today.

I smiled at more than a hundred people today.

I love angmohs.

I met a very cute Singaporean guy, with a funny request.

Sydney guy says, you are laughing! Are you laughing? Hahaha. You are a Singaporean right? Oh you are laughing! Singaporean laughing! Hohoho.

That made me laughed even more after that.

I felt good while working today though my heels got tired by dinner time.

Dinner time means 5 o' clock.

Auntie and boy who work with me were extremely lame today that I laughed kneeling on the floor.

Jiamin worked upstairs today.

Nice perth guy asked for my name and says, you have a very cute smile, smile often.

I can almost remember every song and ad on taka's hitachi mega tv.

Sick.

I got scratches on my fingers again, welcome back.

And very bad cuticles.

I am so damn busy to be bothered about using the comp.

You see, there's nothing you can do here, other than chat, blog, look at random stuff, laugh, eat, shit, burst up and die.

I love life outside home.

Mom's very biased, I am so annoyed with her and sis now.

Today was supposed to be a happy day you see, they totally spoilt my mood.

I need an extra pair of black jeans and shoes.

I feel like buying the Byford no show socks that's on sale hahaha.

Okay right now I can hear the songs ringing in my head now, loud and clear, damn it.

What the hell are you waiting for!!~

When the clock shows 11.11, somebody is missing me.


Kisses.


date: Wednesday, April 01, 2009
time: 11:41 PM

Work was good, or rather I am a good promoterahaha. Ended at 930 but reached home at 1100 'cause stupid buses were so full I couldn't get up to any of them till the fourth one came along. Oh yeah I am so going to wear sandals and a big fat bandage to work tomorrow. I had to walk home barefooted from MRT 'cause little toe hurts so much it bled again. Work again tomorrow, at an earlier timing. Sorry, my dear.

I am so excited to see KMD again tomorrow! I think only Jiamin will get what I mean haha.